9/10/23 | #me #website #everskies
hello hello im nervous again. today i have to go to my unces house and like dont get me wrong i care about him and hes a good guy and i want to spend time w him while i can, but i dont really enjoy spending time w him? like when were going places or eating and stuff, its fine. but he always tries to talk to me about school and a job and all these success factors that stress me tf out. he puts a lot of pressure on me to be perfect and im not meeting his standards in any way. but im hiding that. i literally failed last school year, i dont have a job or a car, and i only just got my driving permit. i would try to distract him with websites and little coded things ive made but, the text on all of them is,, too revealing. idk how he feels abt queer stuff or even if he was impressed, hed probably tell me i should stop making profiles and start selling websites as a freelancer. which i mean, making profiles makes me happy, its good practice, i gain customer service experience, and feelanicng is a lot of pressure rn. freelancing is the goal, but not at this moment. and idk how he feels about me being in cyber school... a lot of people judgeme for it, like he already knows but, people who already know still judge me for it everytime its brought up. annnnnnnnnyway, i added a shop section to my site, i wanted to do that later so that i can take the time to make it fit in nicely since ofc, not everyone who views my site knows about my presence on everskies! but my shop used to be a carrd and i just released a new rofile and carrd said i reached my storage limit so! i coded a new one and im hosting it here! aaaaaand i still have more sections to add t it liek rules, and commissions, etc but for now, i really just need the profiles with their info there so thats all i got. if anyone reading this doesnt play everskies and doesnt know what it is, its a forum-based dress up game and it has these profiles that you can put different layouts on. you can import layouts by using their like 8 digit code and thats what i do. youre allowed to add html and css code to the layouts so yeah i code profile layouts on there and make money and my shop is a cruicial part of that so yeah! eventually maybe i can add previews to some of the profiles that are interactive, i think thatd be awesome. well i gtg promo my new profile (entity 3000) bye!